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- DARREN MY BEAUTIFUL BABA WILL LOVE AND MISS YOU FOREVER UNTIL WE ARE WITH YOU AGAIN ONE DAYXX
This memorial website was created in the memory of our loved one, Darren Bonella who was born in United Kingdom on July 25, 2005 and passed away on December 18, 2005 . We will remember him forever.
 My Son left footprints everywhere xxx
This website is all about our son Darren who we sadly lost very suddenly,Darren was a little fighter from day one,after having quite a difficult pregnancy,Darren arrived on July 25th 2005 7weeks premature,at first everything was great he weighed 4lbll0z which was a good weight for how many weeks early he was,that night id asked one of the ward nurses to wake me at 2.15am as i would try to express milk but i wakened a bit earlier and i as i came out from behind my curtain a nurse was coming towards me and said my little boy had taken ill,when i got along one of the nurses Derren said he was really ill he had a condition called NEC,we thought that we had lost Darren then he was so tiny and ill but after his operation he was in intensive care ,he had lost 1/2 of his small bowel and 3/4 of his large bowel,but he was getting a bit better every day,ill always remember when they told me he was to be moved into Special Care, we were so excited,after a short spell in there he took septacaemia through one of his long lines in his arm,was put back into intensive care,but once again he just got better and better and was moved straight back into Special Care,after a couple of weeks we were moved into the TC room which i knew was the last room before you get moved home,again he was doing so good so eventually after exactly 8 weeks we went home on the 19th September 2005,My husband and i were just exstatic so excited.
Everything was great he was piling the pounds on which was always going to be hard without supplements but he was taken off his as he was a little chubby chops,but on the morning of December 18th 2005 he was very aggitated so we took him to doctors who said he had a temp and to take him to hospital just purely because of his history,once there he was given calpol and nurofen,but he was moaning and sore too touch it wasnt until 5pm he was rushed into intensive care ,he did not have a chance he had meningococcoal septacaemia,blood poisoning.At 10 o'clock Darren was pronounced dead in my arms, he was such a happy little boy just getting his own character just full of mischeif,we miss you so much my babaxxx
 WE LOVE YOU BABAXXXX
Once upon a time there was a child ready to be born. So one day he asked God:
They tell me you are sending me to earth tomorrow but how am I going to live there being so small and helpless?
Among the many angels, I chose one for you. She will be waiting for you and will take care of you.
But tell me, here in Heaven, I don't do anything else but sing and smile, that's enough for me to be happy.
Your angel will sing for you and will also smile for you every day. And you will feel your angel's love and be happy.
And how am I going to be able to understand when people talk to me, if I don't know the language that men talk?
Your angel will tell you the most beautiful and sweet words you will ever hear, and with much patience and care, your angel will teach you how to speak.
And what am I going to do when I want to talk to you?
Your angel will place your hands together and will teach you how to pray
I've heard that on earth there are bad men. Who will protect me?
Your angel will defend you even if it means risking its life.
But I will always be sad because I will not see you anymore
Your angel will always talk to you about me and will teach you the way for you to come back to me, even though I will always be next to you.
At that moment there was much peace in Heaven, but voices from earth could already be heard, and the child in a hurry asked softly: Oh God, if I am about to leave now, please tell me my angel's name.
Your angel's name is of no importance, you will call your angel: Mommy
DARREN LOVED WINNIE THE POOH AND FRIENDS
   
When Darren was born most of the things we bought or were given as gifts were
Winnie and Friends,his moses basket,bouncer ,changing mat,quilt set,curtains ,high chair and baby walker.
Everyday his mummy and daddy visit him and daddy plays winnie and mummy plays eeyore ,which were xmas presents for Darren.
 We love you Darren Today, Tomorrow and Forever Sonxxx
 
In a baby castle just beyond our eye
our baby plays with angel toys that money cannot buy
who are we to wish you back into this world of strife?
No Darren, play on baby You have eternal life
At night when all is silent
And sleep forsakes our eyes
We hear your tiny breathing
As you lie by our side
Your little hands caress us
So tenderly and sweet
We'll whisper a prayer and close our eyes
And embrace you in our sleep.
FOR DARRENXX
I am going to tell you something
I hope you'll never know.
I'll tell you how a heart can break
and tears can constant flow.
I lost my baby boy, you see.
So precious in my eyes.
God chose to take his hand one-day
and led him to the skies.
But please do not forget my child,
he was a person too.
And forever he will live inside
of me and you.
So, please don't ever tell me
that time will heal my pain.
Because not even time,
can bring him back again!
Just tell me he is happy
in that land up way above.
He's snuggled in an angel's wings,
all wrapped up in our love.
    
At Darren's Service we had a reading called Footprints,I had never heard this before but now i have a locket with a part of Footprints on the back and a charm bracelet which my friend Carol got me after I lost Darren,Also my sister in law got a photo frame with the words and lots of Darren's picture all around the frame,it is specially made for Darren its beautiful.
TO MY BEAUTIFUL LITTLE ANGEL,YOUR MUMMY LOVES YOU SO MUCH XXXXXX
FOOTPRINTS
On night a man had a dream that he was walking along the beach with the Lord.
Across the sky flashed scenes from his life. For each scene,he noticed two sets
of footprints in the sand; one belonging to him, the other belonging to the Lord.
When the last scene of his life flashed before him, he looked back at the
footprints in the sand. He noticed that many times along the path of his life
there was only one set of footprints, and that it happened at the very lowest
and saddest times in his life........
This really bothered him and he questioned the Lord about it.
"Lord, you said that once I decided to follow you, you'd walk with me all the way.
But during the most troublesome times in my life, there is only one set of footprints.
I don't understand why when I needed you most,you would leave me."
The Lord replied, "My precious, precious child. I love you, Darren, and I would never
leave you. During your times of trial and suffering, when you see only one set of footprints, it was then that I carried you."
One day a tiny angel boy
Flew out of heaven's gate,
He was not discovered missing,
Until it was too late.
Of course, God was most disturbed,
About this precious, little soul,
Who got away from heaven,
Before his time to go.
But God's eye was on this little guy,
Who'd been wonderfully designed,
Though tiny, he was mighty,
He just needed growing time.
Yet somehow he slipped through the gate,
When the gatekeeper's back was turned,
And he made it all the way to earth,
With wings too small for his return.
He found a perfect mother,
Whose heart was bigger than he was,
Not even heaven could compete
For such a mother's love.
The divine love he brought with him,
Was a love direct from God,
For he still belonged to heaven,
Though here on earthly sod.
He was so fragile and so helpless,
His mother's strength not quite enough,
Man's world a strange and frightening place,
Not like heaven - much too tough.
This child was made by God
In His image, for His Glory,
No way could earth lay claim to him,
To this precious, angel boy.
Too weak to fly home on his own,
God sent gentle angels down,
Who swiftly, sweetly carried him
Back home, where he belonged.
God left a message for his mother,
To let her know her son and she
Would one day be together,
As sons and mothers ought to be.
But in the meantime, she should listen,
And watch up in the sky,
For what she thinks are tiny birds
May well be angels flying by. 
 To our beautiful baby boy you would be 10 months old today ,i try to think what you would look like,what you would be doing and it breaks my heart,we love you so so much,i wish everyday for you back but i know i can't have you and that tortures mummy.
- I know you had a happy life with mummy and daddy you were always smiling (Except when you were needing a feed) you let us know that didn't you,no time to stop just get my bottle ,you were so funny,such a good natured baby,we love you ,and one day baby we will be with you again where i can give you all the hugs and kisses ,sing you songs and be your mummy again,i miss that so much,i miss me and you,our saturdays together when daddy was at the football and boys were away,we would go shopping in the town and mummy would spoil you,i miss buying you things,I MISS EVERYTHING ABOUT YOU BABA AND I ALWAYS WILL FOREVER MORE.
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- Take care of daddy ,jordan jack and logan they miss you too.
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- THE BIGGEST HUG AND KISS IN THE WORLD IS BEING SENT TO YOU RIGHT NOWXXXSLEEP TIGHT ANGEL TILL I COME FOR YOU AGAIN.XX
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miss you always and forever / MUMMY AND DADDY
helllo my big boy, i am sitting thinking of you thinking of what a beautiful boy you are,we love you with all our hearts,coming to xmas again life is so crap without you ,i love your brothers with all my heart but i also love you just cause you are n...
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thinking of you / Karen Flanagan (mummys friend )
just leaving my love for you 2day in my thoughts would have done it sooner wee fella but you're silly mummy just told me about your page xxxxx only the best get to become angels thats why your one xxxxxxxx |
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HELLO MY BIG BOY / Mummy And Daddy
Hello handsome mummy and daddy miss you with all our hearts , i always think of you always wonder what you are doing wonder if you miss me like i miss you, i think you do how can you not we were joined at the hip eh!! me and my baba.
your li...
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happy birthday baba / Mummy And Daddy
hello gorgeous i know its late to come on after your birthday but it was too hard, i hope you liked all your presents you got lots of nice ones didnt you baby, we miss you so much, mummy was up today just felt so sad just cried , wish my life was so ...
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WE WILL ALWAYS MISS YOU / Mummy And Daddy
I JUST WANTED TO TELL YOU THAT ILL NEVER LET YOU GO BABA YOU ARE MY LIFE YOU WILL ALWAYS BE A PART OF OUR FAMILY ILL NEVER EVER FORGET YOU WE WILL ALWAYS BE LOST WITHOUT YOU YOU ARE SO BEAUTIFUL SUCH A BRAVE LITTLE BOY JUST A LITTLE ANGEL . DO ...
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OUR BEAUTIFUL LITTLE BABY / Mummy And Daddy Read >> |
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happy easter beautiful / Mummy And Daddy Read >> |
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Darren and family.. / Georgie-Hollys Mum Read >> |
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MISSING YOU SO SO MUCH / Mummy And Daddy Read >> |
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mummy and daddys little angel / Mummy And Daddy Read >> |
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2 years nothing has changedxx / MUMMY AND DADDY Read >> |
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Remembering you this christmas Darren-2007 xx / Georgie-Hollys Mum Read >> |
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hero / Mark Bonella (uncle) Read >> |
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HAPPY HALOWEEN / MUMMY AND DADDY Read >> |
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Happy Halloween Darren (2007) / Georgie-Hollys Mum Read >> |
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these words are so true my angel
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| This is me in my mummy's tummyxx |
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